Randomer Thoughts

...and I find myself restarting RandomerThoughts once again. Recently I recognized a reason that provided me with the resolve to restart my writing, and while the reason has resigned, the resolve remains. I've had quite the debate with myself over exactly what I should address for my third grand opening of RandomerThoughts. Indeed, there are quite a few things I feel like talking about; however, not a single one would make any sense without a better understanding of who I am and who I am not, what I like and what I do not like, what my goals are, and what my goals aren't.

My name is Brandon Scott McBride. I like the way it flows and, while my ancestry covers much of Europe, I claim a predominantly Irish background due to the origin of my name (and jokingly because it allows me to legitimately wear "Kiss Me, I'm Irish" shirts).

I was born in Opelika, Alabama. We moved shortly after, so I don't remember much of what it was like. I spent six or seven years in Atlanta, Georgia; Burley, Idaho; and Bentonville, Arkansas (clearly born southern, but I loved my time in Idaho) before heading off for college at Brigham Young University in Provo, Utah. It was here that I wasted my Freshman year with movies, video games, and shenanigans. While I wish I had made better use of my Freshman year, I do not deny what happened. It was a lesson learned the hard way - but at least it was a lesson learned.

If you ask me where I grew up, my best answer would be the Seattle, Washington area. You see, it was here that I served a mission for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I learned many valuable lessons while serving God. That service is responsible for a majority of the man I am today, which is a topic that will be discussed later.

It has been three years since I first stepped back into the real world. I won't deny that it was a rocky transition. In under an hour I had already insulted my brother's friends (without meaning to, of course). Thankfully, my dad had warned my siblings that I "might be a little weird" until I had adjusted to normal human life.

The three years since my return primarily consisted of school, work, church, rocky relationships, and recovering from rocky relationships (with the exception of one short but undeniably good relationship), and very little actual dating.

I can't say that my life has been bad. I'm so blessed and there are so many people out there who are suffering right now. I can say that I've had my own unique set of challenges as I've grown up and that I'm a stronger person because of them. Sometimes I've learned the easy way and other times I've learned the hard way. But I'm grateful that I took the opportunity to learn from my struggles and that I have ultimately grown to be a stronger man because of them.



So what defines who I am? Is it my hobbies? My passions? Is it the work that I do? Is it the little things I enjoy? Is it the life that I live? Is it the values that I hold dear? The simple truth is that the answer to that question is different for everyone. I believe that all of these things, and many more, are what define me. While some are more important than others, they all play a role in shaping the man that I am today. What all these things have in common is that they are rooted from within.

Who I am:

• I am a son of God and a fully faithful member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I am happy to say that I am faithful to my Priesthood. I know that Jesus Christ lives and that He is my Savior because I have felt the healing power of the Atonement in my life many times. I can say without doubt that I know that Jesus Christ lived, suffered, died, and rose again that I, that we all, may be redeemed. I know that God placed me here because this is where I would benefit most and it is where I will be of most benefit to others. I know that the Church is true, that the Book of Mormon is true, and that the power of prayer is real. I believe in all that this implies, for I have felt the power of the Spirit deep within my heart and soul and to deny it is inconceivable.
• I have a strong desire to be a good husband to my future wife and a good father to my future children - to treat them with the love and respect they deserve and to encourage them to live to their full potential. I consider myself as family-oriented as one can be without actually having a family of his own.
• I am a marketing student at the Marriott School of Management at Brigham Young University, studying to pursue a career in internet and social marketing. At some point in my life I would like to use my talents to benefit missionary work for the Church.
• I am a hard and responsible worker. Although I can be distracted at times, I make it a point to give my best effort in every endeavor.
• I am loyal and honest and I wish others to be the same with me.
• I donate blood on a regular basis because I feel the need to do my part to help.
• I believe that what defines a man most are his actions and his values, primarily in regards to the way he treats women, rather than his ability to grow a mustache or hold down a dozen beers.
• I am protective of those I care about, but make it a point not to be overbearing.
• I am a good listener. God gave me two ears and one mouth for a reason.
• I believe that it's okay for me to have feelings and to express them appropriately and reasonably. To be emotionless is to be heartless.
• I consider myself funny. Whether you consider me funny will depend on how well our personalities mesh. As for myself, I enjoy cracking jokes with my own brand of humor, good-natured teasing, and pranks.
• I am a nerd, often prone to making references to subjects ranging from Pokemon (which I grew up on) to Star Wars to The Big Bang Theory. I also follow Tobuscus, Jacksfilms, and FreddieW on YouTube and I enjoy webcomics such as CTRL-ALT-DEL and XKCD.
• I like to drive because, to me, it feels like freedom.
• I like music - a lot. And I like a lot of different types of music. Good bass makes me happy.
• I like writing and have a fondness for alliteration. The following is one of my favorite movie quotes (and it is a dream of mine to one day have such a vocabulary):
• "Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V."
• I like learning about things that fascinate or excite me. From cars to cultures, if I find it intriguing, I want to know more about it.
• I desire to be a positive influence on people. I wish to help those I care about achieve their goals and to never be a hindrance to their success.
• I am a cuddler. One of my favorite things to do is cuddle and watch a movie.
• I prefer the simple life. Drama and stress really aren't my style. I'm happy being with the people I care about.
• I like making memories and taking pictures of said memories. When all is said and done, when I've turned old and gray, I want to look at the pictures I've taken and trigger memories that bring back the same goofy grin I've had all my life.
• I prefer people to be themselves. If I didn't like what you are, I wouldn't like you in the first place.
• I like kids. We get along well. Maybe it's because we operate on the same level or because I'm the oldest of four and don't mind being turned into a human jungle gym, a horse, or a truck. I love making kids laugh.
• I like TV shows where people of seemingly unrelated professions team up with law enforcement to solve crimes. Psych, Numb3rs, Bones, Castle, etc.
• I like to cook. I'm good with pot roast, taco soup, steak, and a few other things. Hey, a man has to learn to feed himself, right?
• One day I will visit Italy and see all of the marvelous cathedrals and stand at the Colosseum (and while I'm in the area, I might as well see the rest of Europe, right?).
• I am not a perfect person, but I try to live each and every day being the best man that I can be.